Up until May 26, 2012, my life was a mess. I had been taking antidepressants for the past year and a half, smoking since I was sixteen, and drinking. This, when put into sentence form, makes me appear nonfunctional. I'll guarantee you that I at least was able to appear that I was. At 24, it is much easier to get black out drunk and take several shots without anyone thinking twice. It's not abuse when your friends are right there doing it with you.
Last Saturday I quit. No more. I'm tired of feeling sick. Having regrets. Emotional difficulties. Spending money I don't have. Blaming other people. My name is the Teetotaler and I've been sober for 10 days, 10 hours, and 52 minutes.
More to come!
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